I'm home!!

which is good

heres a rundown for you people that actually read this

ok so thursday after school my parnets were all "well pick you up" i waited in the cafe with court,becca, and katie, Maureen was all dont' leave before you find me. So I"m sitting in the cafeteria and i see siobhan with a cat umbrella head toward the school and i start screaming something i dont' even reemember all i remember was turning the corner seeing all the cheerleaders sprawled out then i flipped around and found maureen. Then I went to my grandmas and then to the airport. I hate planes I flip out so much you guys have no idea. Ask maureen two years ago before i went to l.a. (alone i might add) i flipped so much. Anyway we get some snacks I get some magazines and then we fly to dublin airport we land all early and we get int he car the traffic was so bad

so friday was sitting in traffic for two hours then i got to the house we were so tired but my cousin gwen came (see like 20 entries back about irish cousisn in the summer) she was like does anybody want to go get coffee with me and i was like "yeah" so siobhan tagged along. So I just hung with gwen like the whole day. I found out i left my wallet in the plane and i still haven't gotten it back. It had a lot of money in there which is screwed up, but i have to deal. Then we went out to dinner and then back home

saturday was dublin day. into the city for some shopping. caitriona was getting her shopping on but she didnt' really buy anything except stuff for people who really wanted to go to ireland but couldn't. People are crazy man you'd think it was the day before christams. Then I went on a tour of haunted dublin into dublin castle and down past the liberties. Apperently Dracula is irish and he can turn into george w. bush. Then afterwards we went down the seafront for some fish and chips

sunday was visitng people day. It started at the graveyards (weird i know) and went spent a half hour trapsaing around a graveyard looking for a gravestone thats not even up yet (long story i'll explain if you really want) then we saw my uncle tony who wasn't answering the door so my mom went around the back then he got scared and opened the door then we went to tallagh
then to blackrock
then to greystones for dinner

monday was a boring day we stayed at home packing and we went into the town of bray (got kellys christmas present) i accidnetally bought a book in french and i had to return it it was kinda of embarasssing. Then we went out to dinner that was awesome

anyway home now kinda tired apush essays to do that i can't even find the paper besdies that i think i'm ok

so i gotta unpack before i get in trouble

*tri

So much to do , so little time still have to finish packing, e-mail mr. lynch wait for mr. lynchs reply fix my rewrite, go over math, study for apush, study for french, do my math hw, (which i might just skip because i'm taking the test tommorow) make cds, finish my carry on bag, blow dry my hair, argh just thinking about it all is making me want to throw up. I am so stressed out i'm drinking regular soda to give me a sugar rush, this is gonna be a long night. I should probably get started on everything I have to do I dont' know what i'm procrastinating

well i'll ttyl xoxoxox
when i get back from ireland
or maybe later on tonight when i'm procrastinating

*tri

Its been one of those days for a lot of days
now i need a day where the world can take care of itself
this isn't what i wanted
how i thought my life would turn out
and i wonder if its like this from here on out
sometimes life gets you
but we're still going on
we're not done yet
not going quietly into the night
not me and my friends
we're not done yet
dont' take it too seriously
its just life
we'll win in the end

so i have like 5 billion things to do and yet i am sitting here typing out this journal entry. Its really dark out for 4 15, I have to go to cvs i would have went already but my parents aren't home and I dont' want them to get freaked out if they come home and i wasn't even there but i doubt they'd even notice as mean as that sounds.

so i don't even know if caitlin and i are going to dance tonight but we really should especially since when caitlin will be in florida i will be not going because i hate going alone. So my sister Siobhan's friend Samantha went into my dance bag and took my hard shoes. Shes so annoyng you guys have no idea I came home and I just wanted to smack her shes so annoying, i mean sometimes she can be nice but sometimes you just aren't in the mood to take her.

like today

anyway i'm supposed to mention courtney more in here....so today courtney and i had gym it was interesting we played volleyball not one of my strong points.....i have very few if any strong points so the volleyball thing was interesting. I had Jessica and Kerri on either side of me both whome seemed to know what they were doing whilst I was trying to avoid any contact with the ball whatsoever.

ok i'm out

*tri

i can't have these chains around me
baby can' t you see
i can be anything you dream of
but i gotta feel free

If one day you discover him
broken down hes lost everything
no cars no fancy clothes to make him what hes not
the woman at his side is all that he has got
why do you ask him to move heaven and earth to prove his love has worth
would he walk on water
would he run through fire
would he stand before you when its down to the wire
would he give his life up to be all that he can
is that how you measure a man?

if by change all he had to give you
was three words wrapped around your finger
would that be deep enough
by the end of everyday
and how wil you ever know if a man is what he says
why do you ask him to move heaven and earth to prove his love has worth
would he walk on water
would he run through fire
would he stand before you
when its down to the wire
would he give his life up to be all that he can
is that how you measure a man?
he'll never give up
lets go his dreams
is that how you know
is that what it means
would he be your anchor
will he always love you the best that he knows
-clay aiken

Sundays :sigh: so annoying

so today i didn't do anything
yesterday i bought some clothes in jc penney for ireland on thursday
now i'm gonna go do yoga

*tri

this was a really boring entry

So today was halloween...and i had a bad day which actually started last night but i get into gym and nobody tells me we're not chaning so i go over to where emily (henderson) is standing and after three atempts to hang up my pocketbook on the little hook in the locker shes like caitriona calm down deep breath hug and then i'm like i just feel like kicking the locker but it was ok

then i dunno the day just got worse i had completely forgotten to print out my asl paper so i had to run around during lunch getting that done and i was called "uptight" at lunch...and then math ick.....then french and world religions then apeng which was awesome as usual and the apush which was ok but i was still just all like ick that i dind't feel happy

then i get home and get ready into the car and have a big fight with my mom, well not just me me and meaghan and danny and siobhan and then later i go to turn on a movie for my cousin and i come back and everyones talking about me.....my moms like "caitriona doesn't want to go to harvard because its not a catholic run school" and i was like when did i ever say that and then she goes "where the hell did she pull canisus from" and they all had a good laugh over that one as if i just type in "universety" to google and hit the first one that comes up. Did they actually think to consider that I might like the college?? Seriously

then i took my cousin trick or treating and he was all like "i need my sword" so we had to go back and get it, he wouldn't carry his trick or treat bag, he wouldn't say trick or treat, he whinied about the fact that he wanted to go home after one house on the other hand siobhan was like a speed demon trick or treater she would ring the bell and if the people didn't answer right away she was off running. We'd be six doors down and the people would answer they're doors. There was this one lady with all the lights on she very blatny comes to the window after we ring her bell, turns off the lights and shuts the blinds. I was like whats up with that? How Rude. Some guy said to my little cousin "are you having fun" and he goes "no" i was like greeeeeat and then we passed some guy smoking pot on a street corner and then some guy ran a stop sign and i was like ok no crossing the streets anymore. People are crazy sometimes. But that was better, because i got to hang with my aunt and i got to chill with the baby and i got a cool shirt from warner brothers inc

anyway i'm tired and i really have to clean my room but on the plus side nothign to do tommorow relaxation

Ok so today Miss Balfe told us the test grades range from 40 to 99 but apparently our class was overall good...I am so scared that I got the 40 I should have asked her for my grade today like nikki and cassie did but alas I didn't because i'm so scared about it....I really am I doubt I'll even look at it when she gives it back. I'm so scared.

Have you ever wondered what life is about?
You could search the world and never figure it out
You don't have to sail the world no no no
happiness is no mystery
its here and now
its you and me

:sigh:


You can shake an apple off an apple tree
shake shake sugar
but you'll never shake me
i'm gonna stick like glue
cause i'm stuck on you

So today I had the math test, I hope I did ok, it was so scary I was shakign throughout the whole thing.

Got my apush test back I got an 88.....why is it I can't break a 90 in that class. Argh so frustrating

on the plus side after rewriting my english essay and e-maling it to mr lynch he had printed it out and wrote all these comments on it and i was like ok this is good. So I'm not as stupid as I thought....except in math.....:sigh: but everything happens for a reason so whats this reason. I just really hope I did good on the math test. I keep dwelling on it, but I knew what I was doing on the test, it should be ok.  I hope. I pray to like the goddes off precal

anyway so i just started iming people random song lyrics.......i think caitlin got really upset so i just stopped talking to her, and then courtney started laughing so much well she wrote haha out like a hundred times

so ya know whose so awesome
dawn
dawn you are too cool you are amazing

thanks for all the advice and for listening to me

you're awesome
well i have to go write 50 words in french