Entry: Halloween Oct 31, 2003



So today was halloween...and i had a bad day which actually started last night but i get into gym and nobody tells me we're not chaning so i go over to where emily (henderson) is standing and after three atempts to hang up my pocketbook on the little hook in the locker shes like caitriona calm down deep breath hug and then i'm like i just feel like kicking the locker but it was ok

then i dunno the day just got worse i had completely forgotten to print out my asl paper so i had to run around during lunch getting that done and i was called "uptight" at lunch...and then math ick.....then french and world religions then apeng which was awesome as usual and the apush which was ok but i was still just all like ick that i dind't feel happy

then i get home and get ready into the car and have a big fight with my mom, well not just me me and meaghan and danny and siobhan and then later i go to turn on a movie for my cousin and i come back and everyones talking about me.....my moms like "caitriona doesn't want to go to harvard because its not a catholic run school" and i was like when did i ever say that and then she goes "where the hell did she pull canisus from" and they all had a good laugh over that one as if i just type in "universety" to google and hit the first one that comes up. Did they actually think to consider that I might like the college?? Seriously

then i took my cousin trick or treating and he was all like "i need my sword" so we had to go back and get it, he wouldn't carry his trick or treat bag, he wouldn't say trick or treat, he whinied about the fact that he wanted to go home after one house on the other hand siobhan was like a speed demon trick or treater she would ring the bell and if the people didn't answer right away she was off running. We'd be six doors down and the people would answer they're doors. There was this one lady with all the lights on she very blatny comes to the window after we ring her bell, turns off the lights and shuts the blinds. I was like whats up with that? How Rude. Some guy said to my little cousin "are you having fun" and he goes "no" i was like greeeeeat and then we passed some guy smoking pot on a street corner and then some guy ran a stop sign and i was like ok no crossing the streets anymore. People are crazy sometimes. But that was better, because i got to hang with my aunt and i got to chill with the baby and i got a cool shirt from warner brothers inc

anyway i'm tired and i really have to clean my room but on the plus side nothign to do tommorow relaxation

i'm out
*tri

Theres so much i've left to live
and this fire is burning still
but i watch you look at me
and i think i could find a way
to stand for every dream
and forsake this solid ground
and give up this fear
what would happen if they ever knew
i'm in love with you
cause i'd surrender everything
to feel the chance to live again
i reach to you
i know you can feel it to
we'd make it through
a thousand dreams i still believe
i'd make you give them all to me
i'd hold you in my arms
and never let you go
i'd surrender
i know, i can't surive another night without you
you're the reason i go on
now i need to live the truth
right now
theres no better time
from this fear i will break free
and i'll live again with love
and they can't take that away from me
and they will see
i'd surrender everything
every night
getting longer
and this fires getting stronger
i'll swallow my pride
and i'll be alive
can't you hear my call
i'll surrendar all


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